Let’s talk about….脈搏奔流

昨天是她生日。

多謝全能的Facebook notifications ,令每一個普通人,how forgetful he is,都可以講,要記得的一定會記得的。

時空回到那個美好的年代。一個你傻得以為大家是巨蟹座就是命中注定的年代 。一個令你每天想著如何表白,但又苦無良策的年代。一個看無線劇妙手仁心,不會想到dr house,更不會想到Curtis 就是白宮群英個call girl的年代。一個距離我已達冥王星的年代。

那天新伊館有大學入學講座,大顆兒到現場。一個不𢤦表現自己,卻想引她注意的新手,在現時已是one hysen 的黃金廣場Pizza Hut ,像是故意觸怒了她。同學們都在場,又不便settle down。心焦急得不能自已的幼稚。無錯,人是在那種純真的接近嬰孩期的狀態下,才感到戀愛的真正味道,才有機會一生記住鬱金香在旺角花墟時的含蓄,無知綻放光芒後要打掃的凋零。

那天大顆兒離開pizza hut,如今天的天氣,突然下雨。我躲到她的傘內,自然得意外的問沒有抬起的這側臉:「我幫你拿傘吧」。這側臉含笑點頭。那個我突然置身倫敦Piccadilly 街頭,世界再沒有其他人。腦袋只有這首歌不斷重播

http://youtu.be/GF3jXMCxcJw?list=RDGF3jXMCxcJw
回家後,就在房裡無止境的重播。其他的都是後話。如何猜疑,however nasty ,如何歇斯底里,如何曲終人散,如何不堪回首,都不能否認那一場雨的甜蜜。

後來才知道,pako 自朮,陳百強原本完全錄不出水準。但灌了整枝威士忌後,就是一take 過以上的版本。

昨日看了這篇文章

http://gu.com/p/4a2yf
說有群過份壓抑的人只有酒後才能表達。可能陳百強是這種人。可能我要多兩三杯,才能放下防衛,緊緊擁抱女兒說我愛你。可能。。。

講番首歌。我知道它是改編。但今次我真正覺得改編後更好,放棄fingering,加入空白的bass 和halo effect ,intro 再直接transplant 磒石旁的天際。成個感覺現代超然。

再講番她。生日快樂。但不會在po上寫。大概,你亦不需一個我去講。正如我生日也不會記得你一樣。那段幼兒期純真,就讓它evolve ,變銅板味的高格調誠品吧。但我喜歡page one多一點,貪佢折扣好一點。

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7 responses to “Let’s talk about….脈搏奔流”

  1. 漫遊者-Lu says :

    太可愛的回憶了^^
    也是很美的經驗~~~

  2. Jenny says :

    Sometimes the sweetest memory becomes the worst nightmare when relationships break apart, but I usually soak myself in the sweet bit and try to remember how I loved him and was loved by him.

    My mother recently (out of absolutely nowhere) enquired about my 那些年 and I told her I did not hear from him after we got to university. But I am ever so grateful we had those good times and how I was so spoiled as a friend girl (note this order of words!). I doubt I will ever meet someone as good as him (a perfect combination of scientist+文青), or it’s just him in my head was so perfect that none can compare.

    So I think you should celebrate – yes it still hurts, but at least you have not lost the ability to feel pain, bitter and more importantly, love.

    • asortofharvey says :

      Thanks for sharing your semi-relationship with your friend boy intellectual (you hinted it I don’t haha). But I do believe that relationship is a relationship, as long as it gives you impact. You can have hundreds of boyfriend and thousands of SPs without having a relationship if you don’t feel any impact. And I do sense the impact on you, as it is the second (or third…) time you share. And I do appreciate your sharing so much, so that I feel my passage a little filmy and insincere. I don’t feel hurt now because of that relationship. I even totally forgot all these stuff throughout the relationship with that girl. As I said, it was an affair so far from me that I completely forgot it was her birthday. In that passage, I am no doubt I become another person. That boy with a lot of passion has long transformed, into this old man who is now replying you.

      Good Day, Mancun girl

      • Jenny says :

        There is no right or wrong in emotions, but rather what you decide to do with them that matters 🙂

        The reason I mentioned him so much is because I have the misfortune to bump into two break-ups within half a year, then I realised how good it was! It was so effortless! I hardly check Facebook’s for my ex-s birthdays now (I guess it’s good that we didn’t unfriend each other?)

        (And 30+ is not old when people live up to 80-90 years these days…just saying)

      • asortofharvey says :

        dear… sincerely wish your misfortune gone and find your one. And I am quite sure you will. 🙂

      • janagora says :

        力蘇哥好勁,咁都記得,果然靚女係唔同D (笑)

      • asortofharvey says :

        要記得的..就會記得的…..況且, to me, it’s still a puzzle to me…Where the hell is handel 故城……I keep searching it in the map to no avail

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